I went to the beach today. It was nice. I went with a bunch of people from 'dyne. I don't even know why I did. Maybe out of boredom. This was a less than par weekend. It's not like there isn't anything to do but it sucks to do stuff alone, you know?
I'm so awkward.
I was talking to Neal the other night. I agree with him. I just want to mean everything to someone. Sexuality aside. I want to be needed.
I feel like I am baring my soul on here. So I am going to stop before I spiral out of control.
It's probably saying crap like this that makes my mother worry about me...
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I read that as 'be mean'.
You should try it sometime, it's fun. ;-)
Aw, Jums. I hate doing stuff alone, too. I hate that most of the time i go to the mall it is by myself, and most of my weekends are spent doing things (often in public like walking around my area) by myself (social things like drinking coffee in a bar, i 9 times out of 10 do by myself).
it´s actually really depressing...
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that is why i can´t go back to u of i.
anyways, don´t be sad! i have to go to class now.
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